ASMA HAMID

We knew it was coming but it was Monday last week when they had announced that Selangor will be in full lockdown for two weeks - and I was gutted. I had planned for Jared's birthday staycation and Kee Zhen's birthday day out. Fortunately enough, I hadn't booked anything for both.  We had gone for a trip to PD the previous weekend. Mainly because we wanted to go to the beach and kayak. It was meant to be a complete family trip but Aisyah and Syameem had decided to stay home last minute because they became close contact.  I've seen a pattern when it comes to weekend trips and it's the fact that I would only start packing in the morning because of work. So, it gets a bit hectic especially because we tend to leave right after Subuh and would end up with everyone waiting for me. Because I had stayed up the night before to finish up a thermal model for work, I was extremely hungry throughout the journey. Luckily, the two hour drive didn't feel too long and I had a goo...

Ramadhan wasn't as much as a challenge because I had my bad days and good days. The bad days were the worst and the good days felt like I wasn't even fasting. By the end of Ramadhan, I was just surprised with how fast it went by. Unlike previous years, this year, I decided to not force myself to do ibadah. Therefore, every sunnah I followed, I did it wholeheartedly. I felt like that's a good way to lead Ramadhan. I also had exams during Ramadhan which got a bit difficult sometimes especially because I had to have breakfast at 2AM and dinner at 9PM. My schedule got all messed up which meant that I had a really bad day during my first exam. The rest went okay, however, so I hope that all is well. Dad and Mum sent some kuih raya and as soon as exams were over, I started getting bored so I made kuih raya! This year, I made brownie cookies, pineapple tarts, cornflakes meringue and just yesterday, helped Hannah with her honey cornflakes.  A few days before Eid,...

I left Cheetwood 8 years ago and yesterday, I went back and it felt surreal. When I left 8 years ago, I never thought that I'd ever step foot in that place again but I did.  I was greeted by who I'm sure is Ms Louis (but I couldn't find her on the staff list) with a hug. She registered me in 13 years ago and she's still there now. It's amazing. I remember how I used to mind the phone whenever she had to go out for something during break time. Tina then came and she hasn't changed at all! I felt as if I was the only one who grew up. I entered the hall where we had our assemblies, lunches and P.E. classes in and it looked tiny compared to how I used to remember it. The artwork we did as a class back in Year 4 (or something) were still up on the walls and everything was just how it used to be. Just that they all seemed smaller. At the hall, I met Ms Fleet who is also Morgan's mum (my best friend back in primary). It took her quite awhile to remem...

A week and a half until my Spring break and I just uploaded my Winter trip video. The video wasn't properly planned so it didn't turn out as good as I wanted it to. To conclude, I'm not satisfied with it. Being here taught me to be thankful. My results just came out and I knew that the Asma I once knew would have probably cried. She wouldn't have been satisfied with it. She would've complained to the whole world on how bad she did. She would whine and whine and go on and on about it. But I learnt to be thankful. It's either that or I learnt to lower down my expectations. I didn't do bad and I didn't do good but I have no regrets and I'm glad that I don't have to book a flight home for this Easter (so that I wouldn't have to go back during my summer break). As expected, I got the lowest for the paper that got me crying but it didn't turn out that bad. So I'm really thankful for that. I'm generally satisfied with my resul...

Despite the complications while planning our trip, we finally went to Genting Highlands yesterday. It started with only a few people going with the final confirmed total of 6, we came back with 8. Started getting ready at 7AM and was surprised to see everyone so punctual, it was the first in Malaysia. It proves that we can still have faith in Malaysians. Michelle and I basically talked non stop inside the bus until we reached Genting and the ride felt so short. We rode on the cable car up to Genting and it was very nerve wrecking with Syaza chatting about what will happen if the cable car suddenly snaps. Great woman, that girl is. The weather up there was something I was yearning for... only if I could live there. We did some touristy things with Michelle being our tour guide (Genting is like her second home). Started with Cockscrew and I really wasn't expecting the ride to be so... scary... eh no, fun. After the ride Michelle was saying how I was all "I ...

Four friends made me feel so touched recently and I have no idea why I'm blogging about this but I just thought that I should. Susu, she replies my text and whatsapp every single time I text her. She's always there even though physically she's not. It makes me happy. Because I can annoy someone every single day and she'd reply every time. And I complain about every single thing I'm pissed off at and she replies every single time. I mean, wouldn't you feel touched? Qamaryna called me yesterday telling me that she's at the airport. She was going on holiday. And I felt so touched at that because she called me to tell me that. How many of you imaginary readers have left without telling me? Thanks. And I just felt so touched because she still remembers me when she's about to have fun.  행복해 Iman is always telling me to pray. Pray so that what I want will happen. She's always getting my hopes up when I'm all trying to get over J. Like, rea...

Recently, ages ago actually, my soul, my heart, my spirit and myself travelled somewhere far. To a holy place where my Aqidah and my Iman became stronger. A place where my stressful, busy and complicated life was forgotten and came to a pause. For two weeks, not even one thought about my actual life passed through my mind except when asking for forgiveness, asking for my du'a to be granted and asking for myself to become a better Muslim from Allah. MashaAllah, I cannot deny how beautiful Al-Masjid Al-Nabawi is. That was where we started off our trip. Our Mutawwif, Ustaz Meor lead us and showed us around Madinah and Makkah. He indeed did a very great job as he never once forgotten to give us a Tazkirah whether it's in the bus or at the hotel's restaurant and let's not forget... even early in the morning. So in Madinah, we basically just went to Al-Masjib Al-Nabawi every time we had to pray. Even though it was filled with people from different countries, cultures and...

End of year trip will be to Langkawi. A scout trip with my mates. 

What I am : A bad daughter and a bad sister Without realizing, I make my parents upset. A while later, when I've realised, I would regret what I did. Then that's that. I don't say sorry neither do I ask for forgiveness. I get mad at my parents for no valid reason, usually just because I'm not in the mood. I wish I had my own psychologist.

NEO EOBSI IJE NAN EOTTEOKE SARA Why do you like to kacau me? Huh? What did I do to you? Huh? Macam cacat je marah blog. LOL. So you see, today was fun. School was fun. I don't know if it's because of Sejarah, Breaktime >< or English. But something today made it fun. I wish everyday in the future would be like today. Life would be nice. I think I'm going to Penang this weekend. I'm always going on last minute planned trips. Oh. I applied for PRS. I have to go for an interview but I dont know when. Have I posted this already? Sorry if I did. lol.

RAISE YOUR HANDS IF YOU'RE HATIN ME Today was fun. I was pissed off most of the time. But it was fun. Thank you to everyone who made today fun.

NAL BARABOL SU EOMNEUN NEOL GIDARIMI NEOMU HIMDEUREO APAAAA KAAAUUU NAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKK?! Kay hai. I went to Muar and then I came back home. Life is life. I gotta live. My Bio marks disappointed me but then, I found the paper real hard so I got kind of low. Eh no, I got a low mark for that. I wonder what I'm gonna get for physics. I shall go... to sleep. Yeah, I should do that. Yunho reminds me too much of Wu Chun. Chincha. Calvin from Fahrenheit reminds me of TYC. Jiro's cute but Aaron is just... too cute. Eh wait he's not cute. He's just.. something. Fahrenheit love ♥