Friday, November 30, 2012



Michelle, she came this year. She moved here from Kedah. I didn't like her at first, I didn't know her and I didn't like her. And that was because everyone started talking about her. Being in 5ST1, all I heard about her was from the mouth of others... it was all "She's more pro than you Asma." "Her chemistry's better than you." and all of that. How can I like her when the way people described her was by comparing her to me.. if you know what I mean. But then, she started going to our tuition AND I SWEAR, SHE'S LIKE THE (INSERT EVERYTHING NICE) GIRL EVER. She was a sweetheart. She's well nice, friendly and she just fit perfectly. I really can't imagine the whole group without her in it anymore. It would've been better if she was with us in 4ST2 and the years before that, we could've had waaaaaaay more fun. Plus, she keeps the guys controlled (random slaps and all). She was like the missing piece that we didn't know about before this.

Keeve, he's a bytche. He swears too much. He bitches around too much. He gets mad at people when they're racist to him unless those people are his friends. But Keeve, when we're stuck or anything, he'd be the one who would tell us what we should do. He'd be there for you if you're bored and lonely... probably cos he's a loner himself, I'M KIDDING! Me and Keeve, we would chat and mess about during the break time (while jaga-ing the blocks) and this one time, Keeve or was it me, had to like move floors so we would jaga properly. (tongue out to whoever suruh to do that)

People keep thinking that me and Dzaf are tight. We're really not. I hardly talk to him. Hobos probably know him better than I do. I seriously have nothing to write about Dzaf, I'll come back to this when I think of something. (I've thought of something) Dzaf, he'll come and chat to you at the time when you're not expecting anyone. He pops out randomly and you'd be surprised. I am actually surprised with myself because I've never fancied him cos honestly, he's good looking and he's alright, I guess? And when Dzaf speaks, he has this really weird accent that's annoying but at the same time really funny. But I don't like it when he gets annoyed or pissed off cos I'll go all wary. It's not scary or anything but you know, I don't want him going home, telltale-ing to his mum and sister. And when he's annoyed he has this tone while talking that tells me to stay away. I don't think Dzaf talks much when everyone's together, I'm not sure.
And in case anyone goes back to this post just to read it, me and Dzaf, we're tight now.

Derek shows off too much. Derek also likes to annoy people. Back in Form 2, me and Derek used to kacau Sahera. I feel guilty because of that, he doesn't. I guess he doesn't have feelings too? Derek can be so random at times, he can come to you and he'll tell you that he doesn't want to talk to you but then he'll start the conversation. Logic, where is it? I actually have friends who thought that I fancied him because I talk about him so much but it's actually because he keeps annoying me, up to the part that I can't stand him anymore. But without Derek, a school day wouldn't have been complete. There were times when I'd be looking around the class searching for him when I felt as if everything was so quiet and then to realise that he didn't come, then I'd be upset a bit. We're not close, me and Derek but I know that school would've been waaaaaaay boring without his randomness.

Kee Zhen
Kee Zhen is just really quiet but he's also really nice and quiet. (looks around) Yeah. Nice and quiet... *nods* What have I got to say about Kee Zhen? Kee Zhen's cute? I don't fancy him or anything don't get me wrong.. but he is kind of cute? I mean to me? I just hope that it wouldn't be awkward to talk to him after this. I don't think I talk to Kee Zhen much, just that he's always around and he's always there if you want to ask him some random questions.

Eu Wei
Lim said that he didn't like me when he first met me... I didn't even know who he was. *flips hair* I've never liked muscles.. but this one time I told him that it actually looks good and then he was flexing IDK purposely or not in front of me. And that just made everything awkward for me, so yeah. Lim, when we were in 5ST1, I thought that you know, the ST2s would stick together but then he started hanging out with the previous ST1s more than he did with me. Which got me upset. But then as it got nearer to SPM, he would sit in front on me while studying. But I was upset at first okay. And this kid, he has so many things going on in his head that I can't even keep up with.

Me, Nick and Jaja used to sit in the same row back in 4ST2, he talks a lot but he couldn't stand it when we talk a lot. I don't get him. Sometimes me and nick would make fun of Jaja and we'd have each other's back when we're against Syaza. It's not considered as bullying if she doesn't mind... right? When Jaja got Nick a birthday present, we were all calling him Calculator Boy. REMEMBER? No? Then that's too bad. (dissapointed face)

Am I missing anyone else? This group of people, I'd miss them when I get into college or university. I'm not sure if we're still gonna be 'close' and if we'll hang out with each other anymore later on but these people made school cool. They're so fun to be with and if we all went to the same college it'd be the coolest thing ever but we won't. Which is saddening.

Mich will be going to Brickfields while pursuing her dream of becoming a singer. Keeve will go to Sunway to do business. I'm not sure about the rest but I really hope that all of us will become successful so we can go on a holiday at some 5 star island staying in a 5 star hotel before we all get married and just bring back all the memories of talking about random things, annoying each other, annoying other people around us, playing truth or dare and everything else we did or going to do during the holidays.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012


The blur adds more value to it
I think it's the second day in? Yeah, second day in to the holidays. How do I feel? I'm already bored. But I'm going out today with my mates, that's a plus I guess? Right, so today, my main objective is to talk about my mates... one... by... one.

Real to honest, honest to real... whut?

Bon Qui Qui 
As you all know or probably don't know, Bon Qui Qui left Malaysia for nearly a year and totally skipped the whole of Form 3 except for the PMR bit. During BQQ's depart, the Awesome Foursome basically stayed together through email, our blog and facebook. What I only realised afterwards is that our offline connection just wasn't there. When BQQ came back and we got in Form 4. One of the Awesome Foursome left school and that was when everything started coming back. The stories of this person doing this and that person finding out about this and this person did that. So many stories that made me (I think?) not want to even have this 'Awesome Foursome' bond so I stopped it. Cut the lines and everything. But then, BQQ came into my class. Hated ALL of the then-new-additions of the class. However, because of the 'new additions', me and BQQ stayed friends and it's cool you know. We did loads of crazy things in the past two years, that is if you include camping out on a hill, seeing shit in the toilet at the Camporee, cleaning a tiger's cage, rearranging a snakes home, feeding gigantic turtles and stalking a mega cute guy as crazy. All in all, Bon Qui Qui is someone who made my school 'phase' more exciting and I <3 her for that. 

You probably don't know this but Jaja has always been so freaking bloody annoying since the first time I met her.
"Do you speak English? We only speak English."  
But Jaja, there's just something about her that you can't not like her... JOKE! She's annoying, she wants to kill random people, she loves to sleep in her class, she says weird things, she speaks languages that I don't understand, she doesn't think before she says anything, she thinks the whole world is her world but she says that she doesn't, she treats her enemies as if they're her best friends, she takes things so lightly, she comes over to my house just for food, she'd randomly punch me and pinch me, she has a totally out of the box thoughts, she likes to back out from plans last minute, she doesn't dedicate herself into being my friend but in the end, she cares for me. If I were ever to hang myself in my room, she'd be the last one here and she'd probably just whack my body for being stupid. If I were ever to drown myself in water, she'd probably be the one who will take a picture of it. If I were ever to die because of starvation, she'd be the one who will cook for me. If I were ever to do anything stupid, she'd be the one to tell me to think about it again. If I were ever to run away from home, she'd tell my dad. Sometimes, I say stuff that would make people think that I hate her, truth is I do. And because of that, I can joke about it. Jaja, saranghae. 

About Jared, when I first met her, I didn't care about her. Who the hell she is, I didn't care? But then we started hanging out together and I realised her talent, she can do the bitchiest bitch face ever. That should be praised. She should get an award for that. But something about Jared is that she wouldn't lie to you. If she doesn't like you then she won't like you. If you did something retarded, she'll tell you that. If you make her mad, she'll be mad. If you piss her off, she'd be pissed off. She doesn't really filter her expressions... not sure if that's a good thing or bad but in the end, she's real, you know? She's just real. No fakeness, no cover. 

Tuesday, November 27, 2012


Basically, SPM is over. Done with. A break from studying for 3 months. Planned to open up an online shop but that plan went down the drain when I asked for permission to. Which sucks. Where am I gonna get the money to buy more albums? Lee Seung Gi's mini album is waiting for me... at the shops. Oh well, lets learn some korean, watch Korean Dramas, eat Korean Food, bake and sleep. I feel lifeless. I don't know where I'm heading, what I'm going to do... I feel lost in this massive world of boredom. 

Thursday, November 8, 2012

A week

Al-Andalus: The Art of Islamic Spain

A week of SPM has passed. Four subjects, 8 papers in a week. And I was able to stand it. Sejarah was surprisingly not filled with KBKK questions which made everything pretty saddening. But now, I shall put those stuff aside and get ready for the other 5 subjects... pretty heavy subjects too. They weigh tonnes compared to BM... haha joke. I'm going to eat some instant noodles now.

Sunday, November 4, 2012


Eszter Burghardt

1 more day. In exactly 23 hours and 30 minutes, I'll be in the exam hall starting my BM paper. I can't wait and yet I'm scared. I'm scared that I might forget things like what my name is or something. If people read my blog, I'd ask you guys to pray for me but no one's reading this, so dear imaginary readers, please pray that I won't forget stuff and that what I've learnt for the past 11 years will just spill out on all the SPM papers I'll have to do. Thanks. 

Friday, November 2, 2012


Ben Giles
3 more days? Ya Allah. WHAT AM I DOING STILL BLOGGING?!?! 

Thursday, November 1, 2012



So I'm watching Woo Young's Making Film of Sexy Lady and it's buffering which I do not know why cos Unifi isn't supposed to let videos buffer. But anyway, today was officially the last day of school, I think? I mean after this, it'd be just straight out SPM nothing else so yeah, last day of school.

Today being the last day of school, we stayed at the hall for the whole day. Bushrah (?) came and stuff. Mohon restu was weird.
"Teacher, thank you and I'm sorry if I did anything wrong. And I'm sorry that I slept in your class."
"You slept in my class?"
"Oopss.. you didn't realise?"
"It was probably because you talked so much."
"Asma, I know you can do it."
"So ni lah Asma."
Did I miss something here?

We set our tables for SPM and I'm sitting next to Faqil and Aaron, behind Azurah and in front of Alex. Right at the back. I'm on the second row and second column from the back. Pengawas peperiksaan, please don't hang around at the back. Asma no likey. When Asma no likey, she no likey. Whut.