What's Going On
Remember how I had my ' now what? ' moment last June... I guess I'm now living my ' now this! ' moment. If anyone's missed it... I've moved to Edinburgh! It's mid-year now and so much has happened since and so much more will happen soon. Am I overwhelmed? Yes. Have I had multiple mental breakdowns? Yes. Am I excited? Sometimes. Do I know what I'm doing? NO. I am soooooooo lost. Since last June, I've made countless spreadsheets just to see where my life could take me. As soon as I've convinced myself that I've got my life in hand... a voice inside of me just starts screaming saying that I don't - then I'll be right back in that rabbit hole. If I could, I'd like to just hand my life to someone to sort it out for me. Now, you might be wondering why I'm so obsessed with having control of my life? I think you'd understand that if you've had structure in your life for the longest time, that's basically the on...